sweetsgr5 if you want to say hi. and NO I am not looking for a hook up. im a good girl
Well heres my story and what the past weeks been like for me: my fiance who I was with for 5 years broke
up with me.i found him on three dating sites including this one which he joined in 2007 when we only
broke up this year.
hes been looking for his "DREAM GIRL" on these sites. I am outgoing, i love to
laugh and just do silly things.i love to dance. i am very creative someone just asked me why he broke
up with me.
here it is he said i didnt do anything for him.i couldnt believe he was saying this to
me because he put through hell ignoring me giving me the silent treatment and sometimes even hitting
me giving me a bloody ripping my out of my head, throwing me over the couch.
i guess it was my fault,
right? I could have left but he kept pulling me back in. He is 46 now. I believed him when he said
he loved me and wanted to spend the rest his life with me.
you would ****ume that an older man with
kids wouldnt do that to someone elses daughter. I am reading all of the messages that i am getting
and i am not looking for pity.
it happened and putting into words is helping me deal. and i dont think
all men are like this. because honestly he is not a man for doing what he did. used me got tired of
me and now hes moving onto his next 18 year old well i was 17.
Im not perfect. did we fight? yes we
did. but I never cheated on him. sorry guys he broke my heart. i am a good girl, my pictures might
be deceiving.
i dont know why i put them up. i guess its been so long since I have felt at all attractive.
since he wouldnt look away from the computer or tv when i dropped the towel in front of him. i started
to feel awful about myself that i wasnt pretty enough or skinny enough i forgot what it feels like
to be loved and most importantly respected - which i obviously found out that he had none for me.
How
can a guy just do that? why would you go as far asking me to marry you and going behind my back, trying
to do your own thing on the side.
he always said that he was a one woman man. why me? i just need to
vent, its not fair. *Thank You to everyone who sent me a message giving me hope. today is day 3
of not sleeping just being a mess.
its 636am i havent eaten in 3 days. i have been out of my mind because
i cant understand. i am surrendering there is nothing that i can do now. so i am going to lay down
in bed and close my eyes and let go.
if only for a moment. thank you again *i finally was able to
fall asleep .. and i slept all day. just in bed. **SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG TO RESPOND. I HAVE READ
ALL 500 MESSAGES.
IT IS AMAZING THAT YOU TOOK THE TIME TO GIVE ME ADVICE OR PERSONAL LIFE EXPERIENCES.
OUT OF 500 MESSAGES I RECEIVED ONE THAT SAID "CRY ME RIVER" "YOU PROBABLY WERENT FCUKING HIM RIGHT"
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